I think and I say

What's in my mind

2011-04-17T09:30:00.003+10:00

A friend always said to me
Everything happened for a reason

For the past few days
I feel that everything including people
turning C O M P L I C A T E D

The more you know about things
the more you are making yourself stressful
Because the things you know
you have to pretend that you not knowing anything
in front of your friends

I don't understand
why people just cant to be honest to each other
I don't understand
why people like to blame on others when comes to a situation that is right/ wrong
There are so many don't understand in my mind right now
which I hardly can use words to write in here

I learned this,
No matter how much you love the person
without honesty
it will never have a good ending

Ages

2011-04-10T10:48:00.002+10:00

Been so long I have abundant this friend here

Start with this:

Life - Was going through ups and downs for the past few months but things getting on track slowly. Appreciating the people around giving me hands when I fall. PTL! I believe in prayers and I know God always place those people to me and help me. *heart*

Work - is alright. Getting very busy though. Working different shifts every fortnight which cause me has some trouble in sleeps. Overall, still OK.

Family - They are the source that make me stand up again! No matter how bad the situation you are going through, family gives the the strength and go through with me. All I want to say is, I love them!

Relationship - Not thinkingtoo much about it as my main focus is on my career! Was a little into this friend of mine but.. Oh well, in my case. I never express this tiny bits of feeling to this friend, may be, may be I worried our friendship wouldn't be as close as before. At this point, I have decided to put an end to it. May be I just realised my feeling towards him in a wrong timing and too late. Well, I wish you well, My Friend!

May be that's all for today!

vampire diaries back to the season <3

Happy

2009-10-14T00:15:00.003+11:00

Got my flip flap plant yesterday
Happy =)
Thanks Cindy xoxo

Jenabi successfully got his student exchange for next year
Congratz and will miss you dearly!
I have to start to do some research on
what-can-Priscilla-get-from-Poland
lol!
Guess what
I thought of doing some kind of budget for him
(as well for my pressie)
but then he said "Things over there VERY CHEAP one lo"
woooow!
*clap clap* ( which means I can get more stuffs!)
Below is the conversation he said to me
you guys now are my witness :p

: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
ok la
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
then remind me
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
reach there le
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
i buy u a pink cactus

*no pink cactus also have to find till u get it*

Gold Coast

2009-09-28T00:08:00.002+10:00

Just back from Gold Coast

2009-09-24T09:57:00.001+10:00

We are now no longer we were used to be

There is always someone replacing one each other

Now sad it is

when you think about it

=(

You there?

2009-09-20T18:55:00.005+10:00

Pls do not grieve like the world is going to end

you should know

there are lots of unfortunate ppl out thr

whom are fighting so hard to live on!

Get a life DUDE

*recently like to use this word DUDE lol from Finding Nemo*

*************************

I was so obsessed into Finding Nemo

recently in my *PMS* mood

been watching Finding Nemo

for endless times

Guess what

I still can get excited everytime

when the excited scene played

Do you hear my heart beating?

Can you hear me?

Eagerly need to talk to someone recently

Where are you?

小太阳, 星星, 月亮

2009-09-18T21:12:00.003+10:00

曾经的曾经

小太阳和星星是好夥伴

谈天说地。。彼此鼓励。。

渐渐地

小太阳发现自己对星星有种超越朋友的感觉

就在小太阳领悟时

却发现星星喜欢了月亮

遗憾。。

难怪小太阳不能和星星在同时出现

****************************************

2009-09-16T11:38:00.001+10:00

Three Months =)

people

2009-08-28T19:02:00.004+10:00

Recently I am so sick

that some nights I had sleepless nights

Do you think sick people tend to think too much?

lol

well

I was talking to my mum the other day

as usual we talked bout daily life

by sudden

I had so much complaint about people

I keep saying

"I dont like this person bla bla bla"

"I don like that person bla bla bla"

Mum said to me

"Why you always don't like people? Who do you like actually?"

After that night

I was asking myself the question

"Priscilla come on, tell me what you don like?"

i started to list out all sort of "Don't like"

and I asked myself again

"What do you like?"

I cant even give myself an answer

In your life

you have encounter so many ppl

and of course

some kind of ppl

are really not in your "like" list

but after all

they are still a normal simple person

You, me and them

we have different characteristics

of those character make us who we are

the one you know

I myself have been so linear to friends really

apart from I keep complaining I don like this person

I dont like that person

yet

I dont throw harsh words on them

No matter how much you don like a person

always do remember never say harsh word on them

even when you are angry/ not in the mood

Word

is the worst killer in the world

its so easy come out from you mouth

but its hard to ease away from ones heart

I was talking to a friend of mine not long ago

in a conversation

my friend said that I am a "....." person

(I do not know which adjective should I use lol)

anyway

somehow hurt me in a way

I assume my friend doesn't know that

and did not have the intension to say that

however

I din not blame my friend

Sometimes I think there are so much misunderstanding among human

When you said something which you know you don't mean that

but in another part ppl will think you mean it

but again

when you are seriously mean sth

ppl will try to ignore it

So who are you going to blame?

Blame me for being joking in a wrong time

blame you for taking it so serious?

No,

there isn't a definite answer isn't it?

after all I dont really care about what its all about

as long as the person don say sth harsh to me

We are not perfect

neither you or me!

But we can improve ourselves

by putting down our ego

and learn from others mistakes

Today

I actually very mad and disappointed on someone

well

this person at first already in my black list

but

I tried so hard to be nice

to make myself to like this person

so we can work in a harmony environment

*lol harmony*

even though with so much harsh words from the person

but today

no harsh word

but with attitude

I din't know a person can be that evil

and

EGO

I came home with full of undescribable feeling

I know its all past

I should have forget and forgive

I tried so hard to work on something to make something perfect

but somehow this person just RUINED everything I did

and I get the blame for NO REASON!

what's in my thought now

2009-08-22T12:29:00.003+10:00

Today
I decided to walk out

Let it be the memory

Happy 2 months to me =)

Sometimes some kind of ppl
just don't deserved the smile from me

So many times we regretted
we missed out those little things around us
It's all because we never too care about it
Slow down your path

I tried to put effort in our friendship
but you seem like care no more about it

Have a blessed day everyone

feel great

2009-08-12T08:23:00.002+10:00

Happy

Dreamt sth greatful moment last night

hehe

its so unfair that 90% ppl can slp in this morning
and I got to get up as early as usual
=(

Black n Blue

2009-07-30T12:23:00.003+10:00

Black

My day started with BLACK

Got out from the house

ready to go City

found out I did not bring my handbag out

The only thing on my hand was my dinner box -.-

Ok..

My fren was laughing at me

saying I will never forget bout FOOD

argg

Anyway

I duno what can i do

coz I have no money, no hp, no keys..

no to anything!

Then I thought I might can get the estate manage number

so I can call my housemate

I knocked on my neighbour's house

but turned out he told me that he doesn't have the number

but he said he could lend me the internet to find out.

I used his internet

to check on fb n msn

to get a little chance to find my hsemate

AGAIN..TURNED ME DOWN!

I was panic

What I can do was

to borrow some money from my neighbour

so I can take the public transport to work

in case I cant find my hsemate.

He told me he din't have any money at all..

but he offered that he could go to withdraw money for me

*so touched*

then at the same time he drove to around to find my hsemate's office

but then due to my kuku memory

I cant really remember where is the office located

so at the end I asked him to drop me off near the restaurant

*feel so paiseh n touched at the same time*

Blue

Today got up early n feeling blessed

so decided head out to city to do some personal stuff

ended up nothing can be done due to the black day!

From a Pink face to a Blue face

All I can say is

Today is not my day!

2009-07-21T17:43:00.003+10:00

When i am thinking to let go my feelings

not thinking bout it

You hold those back again

and again

My heart stuck with you

trying hard trying hard

I know I gave up before I trying it

and

I judge the end

before it starts

Environment or Friends

2009-07-12T19:16:00.005+10:00

I used to think environment can make a person
so emo/ depressed

For instance
when I first came to Tas
I thought Tas was a depressed place
coz of less population in the town
less shopping malls
etc etc
and all I can do was to stay in my room

After year later
I was getting close to my uni-mates, classmates and of coz hsemates
and "life is getting better" over thr!
lol

Well
just a simple hang out
just a simple dinner
just a simple chat under the same roof
really can make u feel warm

Yet
human always like to treasure to get more from that
don't we?

But hey!!
why do ppl only know how to appreciate that
when they have lost those little simple things now?

Now am in Brisbane
for those who are still in Tas
you may think
Brisbane's life is a great as wad you are thinking now
oh yea!
to be honest
a little bit
more shopping malls?
more ppl?
more food?

But when you realised that your close ones are not with you
you will started to missed those days in that little island

A big city
so what?

What else can be as great as
you share your smile/laughter with them
even some silly/lame things!

Think friends play more important roles than environment
no matter u are now in a big city or
a place
that bird doesnt even want to lay egg

2009-06-30T19:07:00.002+10:00

Very emotional lately =(

oh yea

someone said I shouldn't blog too much about LOVE

becoz I am not in Love =.=

Can't blame me

coz lately there are lots of love-birds around me =P

Btw

My announcement:

Priscilla is now in Love

So can I talk bout Love now?

Work

2009-06-17T18:20:00.003+10:00

Hello ppl!

Its been awhile since I last updated =)

Oh well

Just started my full time job

Everything is ok

still have lots of things to learn really

FYI

there is a H O T guy in the lab

I don like him at all mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!

Have you ever heard /

Anyone ever told you something like that?

"Please don come to the lab so early. As well do not come late too. If your shift starts at 9am, come on time 9am not early but not too late."

Oh man!

Which planet is this guy comes from man!!!

Ok anyway.

Thats all bout my work.

Randomly report:

For those who are now still undergrad students and single

Pls do find yourself a partner as soon as possible

coz by the time you get out to the society

all you have time is to

SLEEP

after dinner!

lol.

Weather: Cold

Mood: Terribly bad (in caps)

Thought: Wonder why my close friends like to take me for granted

(being used)

hang on there

2009-06-02T19:47:00.002+10:00

Its been so long since I updated on my birthday

Well

I am doing "sort of" fine here

just get bit stress out bout my life really

Anyway

Will keep on moving

and

putting up my smile

in everything that I come across

Wishing all of you here

good luck

in the up-coming exams and submissions

Loves.

Happy Birthday

2009-05-13T00:00:00.000+10:00

祝我生日快乐
我对自己说

worst feeling ever

2009-04-30T01:24:00.003+10:00

When I started to believe
things/life started to get better
problems started to pop out

one by one

Sometimes I feel that
you know how to critic ppl how bad/evil they are
why not u try to see yourself in the mirror!
You are just no difference than those ppl!

I cant believe that you actually asked
REWARD from helping ppl!
and the worst thing
YOU ARE THAT CLOSE TO US!

To ppl it may concern!
I know one of them will read my blog!
I don care how you "LOOK" or "THINK" bout us

am here telling you

I/ we do not care HOW you think bout us
and
STOP using the FUCKING dog eyes to look down down on us!

PISSED ME OFF!!
DAMN YOU PPL!!!

*go f*** yourself inside out*

幸福

2009-04-26T11:11:00.002+10:00

Got this email from a friend

Thinking to share it with all of you

Cheers =)

有一個人，他生前善良而且熱心助人，

所以在他死後，昇上天堂，做了天使。
他當了天使後，仍時常到凡間幫助人，

希望能感受到幸福的味道。

有一天，他遇見一個農夫，農夫的樣子非常煩惱，

他向天使訴說︰「我家的水牛剛死了，

沒牠幫忙犁田，那我怎能下田工作呢？」

於是天使賜給他一隻健壯的水牛，農夫很高興，

天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。

又有一天，他遇見一個男人，男人非常沮喪，

他向天使訴說︰「我的錢都被騙光了，沒有盤纏回鄉。」

於是天使送給他銀兩做路費，男人很高興，

天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。

又一日，他遇見一個詩人，詩人年青、英俊、有才華

而且富有，妻子貌美又溫柔，但他卻過得不快樂。

天使問他︰「你不快樂嗎？我能幫你嗎？」

詩人對天使說︰「我什麼也有，只欠一樣東西，你能夠給我嗎？」

天使回答說︰「可以。你要什麼我也可以給你。」

詩人直直的望著天使︰「我想要的是幸福。」

這下子把天使難倒了，天使想了想，說︰「我明白了。」

然後把詩人所擁有的都拿走。

天使拿走詩人的才華，毀去他的容貌，

奪去他的財產，和他妻子的性命，

天使做完這些事後，便離去了。

一個月後，天使再回到詩人的身邊，

他那時餓得半死，衣衫襤褸地在躺在地上掙扎。

於是，天使把他的一切還給他，然後，又離去了。

半個月後，天使再去看看詩人。

這次，詩人摟著妻子，不住向天使道謝，

因為，他得到幸福了。

你曾覺得孤獨？你嚐過幸福的味道？

孤寂、璀璨本就是形容詞，所有的形容詞都是比較的。

沒嘗過孤寂，又怎知何謂璀璨的人生？

孤寂又豈非人生之必經？

人很奇怪，每每要到了失去後，才懂得珍惜。

其實，幸褔早就放就在你的面前。

肚子餓壞的時候，有一碗熱騰騰的拉麵放在你眼前，幸福。

累得半死的時候，撲上軟軟的床，也是幸福。

哭得要命的時候，旁邊溫柔的遞來一張紙巾，更是幸福。

幸福本沒有絕對的定義，平常一些小事也往往能撼動你的心靈，

幸福與否，只在乎你的心怎麼看待。

朋友，你的心，充滿了幸福嗎？還是，溢滿了哀愁？

愉快的心情，敲你的心門時，你就該大大的開放你的心門，

讓愉快與你同在。

~~與你分享~~

懂得保護 懂得珍惜

懂得把握 懂得即時

愛一個人一不定要擁有，但擁有一個人就一定要去好好的愛她！

小天使

2009-04-19T22:47:00.002+10:00

选择做大家的小天使

让身边的人永远

带着笑容

幸福，快乐

秘密

2009-04-11T16:00:00.000+10:00

有一个不能和他说的秘密

Random

2009-04-08T00:43:00.002+10:00

I supposed to post up a "fierce" post over here

I wrote out the "script" but decided to delete it

not to post up anymore

Well

Its bout cursing and scolding this person

I am still vry angry bout the matters

Oh I should say

I care bout wht ppl think and said bout me

Last night was really really emo after got the news

Before I went to bed

I was keep thinking bout it

and yea..

I know why the person hate me so much

I made the mistake in the very first place anyway

All becoz I too busybody I think *lol*

Romance & Happiness

2009-04-08T00:08:00.002+10:00

What I think about Romance and Happiness.

A Smile. Family. Tree. Love. Garden.
Line of lights. Stars. Moonlight. France.
Old Couples. Bridge. Flowers. Tulips. Letters.
Simple cards. Poems. Wines. Coffee. Beach. Mountain.
Snow. Spring. Cruise. Riverside. Park. Playground. Colours.
Rainbows. Pink. Wedding. Friendships. Laughter.
Tolerance. Peace. Green Field. Home.
Clouds. White. Tiffany. Rainy Day.

Happy Birthday

2009-03-22T04:00:00.000+11:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest
Jean Lai

Wish you have a blessed birthday
happy always
:>

How are you doing in S'pore?
Hope everything is fine and enjoy yourself thr!
Did you help me eat Laksa, Mee Siam, Popia etc etc

You will have an awesome birthday :)

Missing you =)

Self Loving

2009-03-18T14:29:00.006+11:00

cam-whore

Its all Jasper's fault!
He taught me!

Big bread face
*muahaha*

Only

2009-03-18T00:45:00.002+11:00

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements?

Dried
in fact looked like the flowers are still "alive" hey

Exercise

2009-03-16T00:22:00.008+11:00

Finally I go for jogging

erm..
yeah!
Priscilla went to EXERCISE
to be precise
I spent 2 mins jogged and one n half hour walking
*lol*

Took few pics
to entertain you ppl
especially to Launnie ppl
who only can see their tallest building (5 floors) - Myers
Now here you are
>60 floors building
:P

Well
I m not a "sport" person
I would rather do my Yoga in my room
than going out to expose myself under the sun
-.-

ANYWAY
having fun at the riverside!
Looking ppl BBQ-ing, rock climbing, cycling, jogging
But I feel like I was a vase thr
coz I keep blocking ppl's way

I love the feeling walking under the moonlight
though bit emo

You know why I took this pic, dont you?

Today
Purple-ish evening

Personality Test

2009-03-12T10:59:00.003+11:00

Got this test done in FB =) but why my results quite similar as yours Jnb? -.-

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves *lol sometimes*. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

That's Enough I think

2009-03-10T13:22:00.003+11:00

Alert: This post contents offensive language

I think this time I really have enough of all of these things

I just feel that these things tortured me
Everyone telling me
to be strong
to be positive
there will be a better way to solve
etc etc
I started of believing those until when things just happened non-stop

I HATE the feeling of "out-of-your-control"
When I have a plan and my plan just wiped off in the next sec
I will be F*CKING PISSED OFF!

I HATE the feeling when things/plan TOTALLY out of your way
I know things/ plan change but not to the extend of OUT OF MY WAY

I burst out today
I cant hold it anymore
I have been telling myself to be strong and I keep telling myself things will get better
BUT NOT TODAY ANYMORE

F*ck OFF

My body is tired
so does my mind

This is a torture for me
I get so stressed
I feel like my current life is FULL of worried
I do not have a proper diet
I do not have a proper rest
What DO I HAVE?
All I have are WORRIES and STRESS
The total amount of slp I have in a week is HALF of your day
can you tell me how exhausted I am now?

I sore
I feel the pain
but the pain is not physically
but MENTALLY
this is the worst pain in this world

I do not know what's the taste of tears
but I know the taste of bleeding in your heart

I have give in too much for myself this time
But what I got now is not what I want!

To be honest
I am a person that
whatever I give out I need a return
How much effort I put in
I want it all back!
That's me!

I swear to God
This is the LAST chance I am giving to myself
No more!
If things happen again
I am OFF!
I have no F*CKING TIME to continue and give another chance
or
telling myself how F*CKING strong I need to be!

Enough is Enough

Last one
I need to thank all of you
who care so much about my situation
especially to this special friend
who knows what exact situation I am facing of
I am sorry to tell you that
This time I am really giving up
I cant do that anymore
I do not have that strength

10 Years

2009-03-05T00:00:00.001+11:00

Its exactly 10 years since the day You left us
But its just like happened yesterday

Time flies

I still can remember clearly
10 years ago this day
we both joke around in the kitchen
You cooked my fav food for my lunch
You told me You will be back home to fetch me to school
then will fetch both bro home for lunch
I kept waiting in front of the door
waiting..waiting ..waiting...

Its been 10 years now
I still grieving
life is hard after You are gone
but do not worry us
Year after Year we all are strong
we learnt to be independent

Now
all your children are grown up

Your daughter graduated last year with the degree of Biomedical Science

Your elder son currently in Australia doing his final two yrs of Chemical Engineering

Your youngest son is sitting for his SPM in this coming year end

Do not worry us
we are all mature kids
and love mummy

You know wad?
Many relatives said mum is a superwoman
and praise 3 of your kids are good children!
We behave well
We study hard

I believe you turned into the brightest star
shining to us
and
still continue to shine to us

I miss you DAD

Till then

Love from your daughter

Missing out

2009-02-27T18:09:00.004+11:00

I was looking through my hp

and found out

some photos that I havnt transfered to my com

*took it 2 months ago*

Here they are

Jenabi,Jasper,Auggie&Simon
That bouquet really PINK enough!
lol
Thanks alot xoxo

Yeah
those were given by all my lovely frens
thanks so much

i gotta signing off

2009-02-26T10:06:00.002+11:00

If times can trun back

I would choose not to leave

I feel like I am rushing against with time

What's wrong with me and What am I doing right now?

Someone please come and rescue me

I miss the little island

I need some serotonin (5-HT)

p/s sorry for being so emo

To my Tassie Friends

2009-02-24T15:57:00.002+11:00

To FH: Good luck in wadever u do! SUbmitting thesis today hey? When you going back again? Have a safe trip back home ya. Miss ya!

Januttha and KS: Good luck in the thesis. =) Go for a jog when feeling very stressful. Remember take good care and have healthy food =)

Lvy: Bila mau jadi Si tao po? Miss you =)

To my dearest buddy who are now in S'pore
JEAN
Hey girl, how are you thr? Good luck in job hunting and everything =)
Miss you so much
*missed our gossip moments..muahaha*
Take care over thr ya

Warm regards from Me =)

To My Kids in UTAS

2009-02-24T13:04:00.007+11:00

Hey kiddos!

How's the first day class?

Getting ready to "pia" for the up-coming assignments/ presentations/ designs?

Notes to my lovely kids in UTAS:

Jenabi: No TimTam for this year ya. When thr is temptation, look at the mirror lol. Know its time for u to have unhealthy lifestyle when comes to assignments period but hey, do take care and try have a rest. Dont be zombie! Another year getting wiser! Good luck with your work and keep up the good grades :)

Jasper: Do not emo okie! Good luck for your 2nd yr!Will always thr for u if u need me except I cant anyhow pop out at your window and frigthen u anymore. Will missed your baked rice and our good time memories would nvr fade!

Augustine: No PSP and Indomee! Remebered what you said? "Vegie for the dinner!" Congratz that you are free from celery *noone forcing you to eat that anymore* lol
Gambateh with your assignments and don too stress..better don stress Simon =)

Jasper & Augustine: hey boys, remember you guys are not in 57 Joffre St anymore. No more high pitch shouting in Plumer St leh =) No more too much food stuck in the fridge hey coz you guys are now staying with another two hsemates too (not like last time with belly dancer and a working lady (ME) who seldom cook at home)

Simon: Eh kawan! Last year someone said he is going to cook this year. Hopefully u keep your promise hey!lol. Well eat less TAKE AWAY food ya. Now really missed those moments whn we all in the kitchen shouting like noone business =) All the best in your semester and hopefully thr will be no midnight "msn-calling" between u n auggie bout the homework XD

Wan Hoe: My dear grandson, know you went through a tough time for the past few weeks (or last month). Anyway, I hope u can get over it as soon as possible. Remember put your study as first priority and do your best on it okie? I hope by the time I meet you, you will become the same old cheerful WH =) miss you!

I miss you all ppl!

Warm regards from Me =)

25 Random Things About Me

2009-02-21T10:06:00.004+11:00

(Copied from FB)

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. I am Priscilla Kho. Currently hunting for a full-time job. Graduated from UTAS, Tasmania (Google it if you not sure where is this place). Hold a Bachelor degree of Biomedical Science.

2. My favourite colour - P I N K. If you know me, you'll know how much I love pink. I filled my whole bedroom with PINK when I was in Tasmania. Pink bags, pink bedsheets, pink Kitty mirror, pink bed light, 80% pink clothes in my changing room, pink mouse, pink b'day cards (lol) etc etc. I have a nickname called Pinky, given by an African hsemate.

3. I m a food lover. Jenabi said he "eat to live" but I am "live to eat". I can eat throughout 24 hours. How amazing it is. I used to 2 cups of rice for a meal but not anymore now. Celery is my most fav food ^^ .. coriander, pumpkin, mushrooms etc. I like to eat raw mushroom! Jasper n Augustine used to avoid letting me to cut mushrooms during our dinner preparation. Its because I can eat those raw mushroom till left half the bowl -.-

4. I love Milk. Yes. M I L K. Especially Betta Milk. I always recommend my friends to try Betta Milk coz it tastes the BEST in the world lol. I prefer FULL CREAM milk. Too bad I m now in Bris, cant find any Betta Milk here. (I am hoping the BETTA MILK company officer will read my blog so he/she knows that thr is a huge BETTA Milk fans in Bris. Then he/she will import that milk to Bris). I used to drink 4L milk in 5 days 2 yrs ago but now reduced to 3L.

5. I have two brothers. One in Perth (doing Bachelor of Chemical Engineering) and another in M'sia (doing his SPM). I love my family very much.

6. Most of my male friends treat me like a GUY. None of them will treat me like a lady coz I am not wen rou enough -.- Except my friends in Viet Restaurant lol. I am vry ladylike (behave) in thr. However, I think I m more behave now compare to last year.

7. I'm a LOUD person. I never care about my image in front of ppl. I laugh out loud, I scream/shout out loud, I talk out loud (to certain ppl only) and I like hitting ppl when I get too excited/angry/happy. Overall, I am a noisy person.

8. I seldom throw temper to ppl, means I am not a bad-tempered person. Its difficult to make me angry. I always give ppl chance and forgive the person. But if over the limit/ chances I will burst and get angry. But even when I am angry I usually locked myself up in the room. Will try to keep my emotion and not to influence the others.

9. I like to smile. I always bring my smile whenever n wherever I go. I will be very happy when I see ppl around me are happy. Just in love with that feeling.

10. I am a freedom-free person.I love freedom more than anything. Am not a "sticky" type person.

11. I am a naughty girl back in primary & secondary sch time. I chased the person (who bullied me) with the "chicken feather stick" around the sch during primary time. I was then became a legend of that sch as well as the hot topic to discuss among the primary schmates. In sec, I ever make this guy fall down from his chair during lecture time. lol. I pulled his chair off when he wanted to sit down. HAHAHA. I enjoyed bullying ppl back then.

12. I ever laughed out loud loud at my teacher. Don't judge me first. lol. I bet you will laugh out loud too when I tell you wads going on. My teacher were scolding us badly in the class and by sudden her dentures flew (YES..FLEW) out from her mouth. My first reaction was LAUGH out very loudly. The teacher only realised it couple of mins later! It happened twice during that time. lol

13. I want to go Africa in 10 yr later. Why 10 yrs? Coz I wan to earn enough money for myself and my family. Then pack n go. I wish to go thr for voluntary service. I want to help those ppl. In the meantime, I want to see lion too (hahaha). I have a plan. I will adopt few kids then hav a lion as my pet. I will bring my pet to the camp whr I work. Then this lion can look after the camp as well as playing with the ppl over thr. Besides helping those ppl, I would like to share and learn their cultures, lifestyle. Most important to share my love with them. Ppl think I go insane to have this kind of plan but I don care wad ppl think about me :p

14. I think I am a superwoman.

15. I m a good listener.

16. I know this is not true but I still want to write it out just to full fill this 25 random things. Augustine ever said will buy me a Tiffany & Co when he becomes a boss. Jasper said if I want to design a house, I can find them and they will give me BIG discount. Jenabi said he will *bla bla bla bla* when turns 40 and also will go to Africa with me.
*I know three of you will curse me to death when seeing this*

17. I m not a shopacholic person. I prefer to spend those money on F O O D. But I like to accompany ppl to go shopping.

18. I used to choose CNY clothes for my brothers back in M'sia. They trust my taste (of coz will have Pink one). *proud proud*

19. I gained 8 kg when I first came to Aus.But after that I maintained my weight VERY WELL. *happy*

20. I am short. Only 155cm. Laugh! Laugh out loud okie! Friend said if he slightly put his head up I will be missed out from his sight.

21. I dont like warm (yellow) light. It just make me feel sleepy. I ever slept in the restaurant while dining in. *shame shame* I always change my room's light to Jean's so-called "market light" which refers to white light.

22. When I was in Tas, whenever I saw old folks boarding to the bus alone my heart will sank a little while lol. Got the urge of going up to them and help them.

23. I am an independent person. I seldom ask for help unless I really cant do it myself. I don like to trouble ppl before I try out my best.

24. I love stars and rainbows. I will get excited and happy whn I see rainbows. I love stars because I believed that my dad turned to a star shining (smiling) at me. I feel comfort.

25. Last one! I actually writing this thing by hand and now I am transforming it to this by typing it out over again.

Unpleasant

2009-02-19T09:41:00.003+11:00

Few days ago I was in Heaven

Today I am in H E L L

Nothing much I can talk about

I am grieving for myself!

How sad is this

Why things always will come to the end?

Why happiness wont last any longer?

Current mood
Stormy
Rainy

Till then.
*I am finding my smiles back*

Happy Moment

2009-02-15T12:06:00.008+11:00

Never thought that my 2009 Valentines day will be that special
= )

Yesterday morning I heard someone rang the security door bell
I thought must be my hsemate's flower delivery
(he told me there will be a delivery for his gf)

I was in washroom
by sudden
"BANG BANG BANG"
on my door

My heart was thinking
"WTH..need not..early morning disturb my washing up moment"
When I opened my door
.
.
.
.
.

Yeah
This box of Roses appeared right in front of my eyes

My first reaction to my hsemate n his gf was
-.-"

Really SWEAT!
Then I said "yeah nice flowers"
then wanted to close my door
then they said
"OI FOR U ONE LA!"

Who gave u? Who gave u?
I hear u all juicy gossiper!!

Yeah
I also thought who will give me these pretty roses

Before I opened up the card
My first thought was
might be is from my Jean Jean
She is the only one knows my address
(even mummy also duno my address)
-.-

Oh well
I was so shocked when I saw the sender's name!!
lol!!

The next moment
I kept laughing!
lol!

Thank you JnB!!
Your Roses filled my day with Happiness n Joy!
and not to forget that "money" rose :)

He actually did make that MONEY flower!
Gosh..
He was challenged by me
saying that HE DOESN'T KNOW how to use paper to make roses
lol
He keep telling me he knows how to make it
ASK ME TO GO MIRI
then he will prove me WRONG

But yesterday
I saw his pic..
lol
*damn..even blogging now I still cant stop laughing*
He made that rose
and with a note

Below pic might be too hot for you..A handsome boy alert!

V day ! To mou mou ren!!!! Told u i can do it =P now .. talk to my hand =)
(Quotes from JnB's facebook)

Thank you so much JnB!!
Seriously dint know u are that S-W-E-E-T!
lol
(I know you are blushing now =p)

Happy (.)V Day

2009-02-14T17:33:00.004+11:00

Happy Valentine's Day

Wishing Y O U:

who are attached...
Happy forever with your love one

who are still single and available...
Happy with your single life (lol) and find your Mr. Right/ Mrs (Miss) Right soon!

who are single but UNAVAILABLE
Happy together with him/her and grab him/her soon :)

Once more
Happy Valentine's Day to my mummy & Bros
and not to forget
to my beloved friends
and
my LOVE ones
(you know who you are if you can feel my love..if not..too BAD)

Up Next:

Lucky Me

2009-02-13T12:06:00.002+11:00

Last night almost caught by the Train Patron

After work I was rushing to train station to catch the train

and

I just realised that my "Touch n Go" card had no more credit

Was thinking may b I can skip that and thought they wont check anyway

So while waiting

Feeling "sorry and bad" for not paying the ticket

Then I walked back to the ticket machine

pay $2.40
(mind me..is only to the NEXT station..only 2 mins.. EXP not the fare?)

Anyway

I got up to the train

Next thing I heard is

"Please show us your ticket/ card"

PHEWWWWWW..

Luckily I bought the ticket

otherwise the penalty will be

$150!!!!

Thanks to my "angel" side!

lol

2009-02-09T17:24:00.001+11:00

Please concentrate to the drawing!

lol

He used to say
every morning he will see my face in S'pore
but now in Miri
he always see my hair only
-.-

无题

2009-02-07T23:24:00.003+11:00

我开始怀疑

我为自己而活，还是为身边的人而活

我为自己奋斗，还是为身边的人奋斗

Disgusting spider!

2009-01-28T12:00:00.003+11:00

Why on earth have
spiders, cockroaches, flies, frogs, ants
etc etc

Pest!!
They are so annoying
DISGUSTING

Yesterday this stupid BIG SPIDER
(Jean your best friend haunt me )
brownish-black colour
popped
right in front of my eyes

My first reaction
JUMP SHOUT SCREAM!!

Next I quickly went to find
MORTEIN
oh..Mortein is now my best friend
I fast fast grabbed the can
and
SPRAY SPRAY SPRAY SPRAY
sprayed till his one of the leg "shake shake"
hahaha..
evil me

anyway
I used up to half a can to kill that spider
hohohoh!

2009-01-22T13:17:00.000+11:00

累了

我真的累了

现在的我只想找一个依靠

I m so bored

2009-01-20T13:13:00.004+11:00

I am so bored
everyday stay at home doing nothing
surf net to kill time

This week starts
I will be working for 6 days
^^
happy happy~

p/s do u think the cartoon is cute :)

Day Out

2009-01-15T17:41:00.004+11:00

O M G!!

I only been to Brisbane City for O-N-C-E!!

and today
the second times!

lolx

I came here since 25 Dec 2008
and everyday stuck at home
watching movies/ chatting to kill time
then go to work at night
Not I don want to go out
its the freaking hot weather make me so pekcek
when thinking of walking out of the room

I miss the cold weather in Tassie
Hope Bris can skip Summer season and go straight into WINTER!!

Today went to City
to the immigration office to ask about the PR application
bloody officer so rude!!
She was like shouting at me when I asked her some questions
grrrr...
If I can find the ans from the website
do u think I will sacrificed my skin under this bloody hot weather
walk all the way to ask u?!
#%^$&^$#

ANYWAY
To make myself feel better
I went shopping
lolx
ok ok
window shopping ^^

After 10 mins
I felt like in the heaven
because....
...
......
.........

I WENT TO TIFFANY & CO
buahahaha...
SUPER HAPPY lo
*someone gonna scold me siao..I DON CARE*

At the same time
I felt a bit disappointed
because I cant find Burberry in the city!!
W-H-Y?!
I even sms-ed to my friend who was super busy working
and got a replied
"You sms me just to know whr is Burberry? I thought your purpose to City is to go police station?!"
GAHHHH!!!
He told me somewhere near the LV
BUT I CANT FIND IT!!
I wonder he knows wads Burberry not
:P

Anyway
Yii Zhu
you should know right
tell me please
*.*

Brissy not that bad la...
at least 10 times better than Tas
lolx
its a nice place for those shopaholic ppl
but not to me
I am more into
FOOD!!!

Oh yea
I found out sth interesting in Brissy
You can use your ticket (Translink) for train, bus
and even
FERRY!!!
Its called City Cat
You can use Ferry
from one suburb to another (not all though)
Interesting right!!

I took once before
its REALLY FUN!!

I think I should try another time by myself...
erm..
probably I should study the map first ^^
FUn FUN FUn!

Alright
What else I can talk about Brissy

They got this bridge
Story Bridge
I duno what so famous bout this bridge
seems like everyone talking bout that bridge since I touched down here
-.-"
For me
that bridge is like cat-ears
-.-"

That's the Story Bridge
Tell me wads so special

Photo taken from Google

Stupid me

2009-01-14T10:51:00.003+11:00

Haha
Dint know that the truth is that saddening

Oh well

Cheer up and keep going

---------------------------------------------------------------------------

Something random

Jenabi finally agree that going to Africa is not an insane idea anymore!

Glad that he understand my point
of going to Africa

To those who still think I am insane
No comments
haha..

2009-01-04T13:05:00.000+11:00

感觉自己好像又被利用了。。。

无助

无奈

2008-12-28T00:11:00.006+11:00

Its really STRESS
when ppl comes to me and keep asking me
"EH..FASTER FIND JOB LO", "Dont spend so much money hor (Since when you see me spending money on fcking useless things) etc

FCUK!
You ppl think I don want izit?!
Cant u ppl ask once enough?

Since after the graduation
I have to start process my PR application
and have too much trouble in this application

I sent like HUNDREDS letters for the job applications
Rejected or others are still not replying
WHAT-ELSE-I-CAN-DO-FOR-IT!!!!!

Not only that problems in application
I ALSO FINANCIALLY problem lo okie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You ppl thinking I am sitting here
wait the money to drop down for me har?!!
Think I am not reminding myself of finding job izit?
Think I move to QLD for fun izit?
HAR HAR HAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

FCUK!!!!
I hate the feeling of this...
I have to do so much things within this period of times
I have to make sure everything have to be done in these period of times
and I have to face SO MUCH PROBLEMS!!
cant anyone just give me a peace n silent
INSTEAD OF ASKING ME THOSE QUES

I know you ppl are so caring for me
I SERIOUSLY APPRECIATE IT
but I really cant take those stress anymore...
PLEASE :(

Becoz of this
I really din have good slp
Everytime a person ask bout
I started stressing myself and I feel so bad for myself as well as my family
I trying so hard not to get single money from them since I already graduated
:'(

Thanks so much for the concern
but I think I really cant take it anymore

"很多时候，立场不同、所处环境不同的人，很难了解对方的感受"

I am sorry
I know this entry really a harsh for all of u who care/love me
but please
do understand my situation now....
PLEASE :(

Differences

2008-12-27T10:50:00.003+11:00

BOOOOOOOOOOO!
sorry for the lack of posts

Just touched down to this big city, Brisbane 2 days ago
and now finally settle down n type out this post :P

Oh well
went to Gold Coast on the Boxing Day
people mountain people sea -.-"
some shops even have to close the gate to STOP more ppl going in

I feel like I am a village girl to a Big City
damn!
Imagine those buildings are like triple height of our Launnie's Myers or Hobart WrestPoint Casino?
Those buildings are so tall that I feel like I am a drawf :(
not to forget to mention the humongous houses!!!!!!
Differences.

The weather here is exactly the same back in M'sia
-.-""
HOT HOT HOT...
Have been complaining to my friends since I touched down In Brisbane airport
Goodness me!
So wish I can live in the WaterWorld/ SeaWorld -.-

ANYWAY
I will not going to update my blog so often anymore
and thanks for the support :)

Missing all my friends down in Tassie
Love you all

Graduating :)

2008-12-22T16:48:00.003+11:00

Finally graduated from Biomedical Science

13th December 2008

Blessing

2008-12-14T03:00:00.000+11:00

Lets refresh back to
18 Feb 2008

I met him
first impression
I don like him

What I remembered was
he asked
I answered
that's it our conversation

Things change now!
We both are SO close
yes
VERY CLOSE
that make lotsa ppl ~~JEALOUS~~ wonder!
BOOO!

I heard you ask
"Since when?"

Since the day we both started gossip about
the M eye person
I rememberd that day
we both walked to a friend's house
to give her dinner
and on our way there
I was saying
"sien ah..I really don like him lo"
then yes
we both started to TALK MUCH!
hahaha..

Ok
Dont ask me why I don like him
on the first day
I think was because of his FACE :P
* I heard his heart saying he is handsome, kind, "ppl see ppl like" face etc, now*

This boy
he likes to say "KUKU"
sounds like coarse language
and we all were stunned for a sec
then he explained to us the "meaning" of that
-.-"

He is really very very kind lo
He is so kind until being a punch bag
When I too excited or angry
I will hit him like a punch bag
He wont give any reaction
so
I can hit/pinch harder :)

I feel sorry for him
coz when I am not in a good mood
I will POUR my anger in msn to him
hahaha
I will keep scolding and scolding and scolding
to him
Guess wad?
He also will help me angry lo..
as in
helping me to scold too
FUN!

He sometimes can be nasty
He likes to hit me once he meet me
I duno why
I think that's the way for him to say "HELLO" to me

He is a hardworking boy
seriously!
I do not want to say more bout this
Let you guys judge when you meet him okie :)

This boy
He doesnt know the direction of East and West
-.-"
Jasper, do you agree with me?
He can suddenly nudge you in MSN
and come out with the arrow of North n South
then questioned mark "?" on both East n West sides
hahaha!

Too much things to refresh
Too much things to share
Too much things to tell
but I know there are heaps of time/ chances
to let us have :)

I am glad to have him as my Best Best Friend
He never fails to be there when I need his help

Ooops
Who is this person I am talking about?

Jenabi Ling a.k.a Mr Senior Ling

Today
is his BIG BIG day!

Happy 21st Birthday!

To him
I am always a Stewardess who fly domestic flight such as Airasia
nowadays I upgraded myself to International flight already Jenabi
I apologise being a liar la!
I cheated him that I will be going to S'pore either on 8th Dec or 14th Dec
and I wanted to meet up with him before I take my flight back to M'sia
Actually my purpose was
getting sth from him
:P
Soweee Sowee..

I wish you have a blessed birthday
have a relax day spending with your family (sis and Nathaniel)
in Singapore

Will miss you always
Continue your hard work ya buddy!
and remember I still can be your consultant
even though I am not here :)

Christmas

2008-12-01T21:32:00.001+11:00

kekek

Am starting to list down my
XMAS lists

woops woops!!

Movie Time

2008-11-29T15:47:00.004+11:00

Hey peeps!!!
Intro a MUST WATCH movie!!

T-W-I-L-I-G-H-T
YESH!
Twilight!
I just finished this movie 5 mins ago!!
KAKAKA!

I love love love this movie!

Romance..

Wooooohoo..
superb movie!

Btw
Two days ago
watched Quantum of Solace -.-"
not a NICE one
I just know I fall asleep when I watched that

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!

2008-11-28T12:38:00.003+11:00

Been struggling for FOUR years
in this Biomedical Science

I have to say that I have been through many difficulties
yes..really!
during these four years
However
I stood up again after the fall
and fight it all over again
and today
finally
I am DONE!

I was like super super happy that I finally get myself out from studying

Well
Do you think it is all over?
Nah!
My life is just real begin

I have to start to think about
or rather plan about my coming future
work?
residency?
etc..

Hey know wad?
I actually dont really looking forward of my graduation
weird right?!
I think most ppl start planing bout their graduation
and even think about celebration night

I was telling my mum that
I dont feel like attending my graduation

-.-

Anyway
will see how it goes that time
:)

I love...

2008-11-26T21:52:00.003+11:00

Oh no...

The more I look at him
The more I fall in love with him!!

Nathan!

When I see him I feel like having a baby right now too!
sound so insane right?!
But hey
he is toooo adorable seriously!

The other day I was telling Mr Ling Senior
that when I see Nathan
I have the urge of getting a baby right now!
oh gosh...
U just cant imagine
the smile on my face when I look at him

But this Mr. LS
poured me cold water saying that
only Ling family can have this kinda cute baby!
and I said to him
I want to PROVE HIM WRONG!!

Wait for the coming 10 yrs ok!

小小故事

2008-11-25T15:04:00.001+11:00

1、 情况不同

一只小猪、一只绵羊和一头乳牛，被关在同一个畜栏里。

有一次，牧人捉住小猪，牠大声号叫，猛烈地抗拒。

绵羊和乳牛讨厌牠的号叫，便说：「他常常捉我们，我们并不大呼小叫。

小猪听了回答道：「捉你们和捉我完全是两回事，他捉你们，只是要你们的毛和乳汁，但是捉住我，却是要我的命呢！」

很多时候，立场不同、所处环境不同的人，很难了解对方的感受；因此对别人的失意、挫折、伤痛，不宜幸灾乐祸，而应要有关怀、了解的心情。

　　2、 自己保护自己

小蜗牛问妈妈：为什么我们从生下来，就要背负这个又硬又重的壳呢？
　　妈妈：因为我们的身体没有骨骼的支撑，只能爬，又爬不快。所以要这个壳的保护！

　　小蜗牛：毛虫姊姊没有骨头，也爬不快，为什么她却不用背这个又硬又重的壳呢？

　　妈妈：因为毛虫姊姊能变成蝴蝶，天空会保护她啊。

　　小蜗牛：可是蚯蚓弟弟也没骨头爬不快，也不会变成蝴蝶他什么不背这个又硬又重的壳呢？

　　妈妈：因为蚯蚓弟弟会钻土, 大地会保护他啊。

　　小蜗牛哭了起来：我们好可怜，天空不保护，大地也不保护。

　　蜗牛妈妈安慰他：「所以我们有壳啊！」

我们不上天，也不下地，所以我们要学会保护自己。

　　3、 鲨鱼与鱼

曾有人做过实验，将一只最凶猛的鲨鱼和一群热带鱼放在同一个池子，然后用强化玻璃隔开。

最初，鲨鱼每天不断冲撞那块看不到的玻璃，耐何这只是徒劳，它始终不能过到对面去，而实验人员每天都有放一些鲫鱼在池子里，所以鲨鱼也没缺少猎物，只是它仍想到对面去，想尝试那美丽的滋味，每天仍是不断的冲撞那块玻璃，它试了每个角落，每次都是用尽全力，但每次也总是弄的伤痕累累，有好几次都浑身破裂出血，持续了好一些日子，每当玻璃一出现裂痕，实验人员马上加上一块更厚的玻璃。

后来，鲨鱼不再冲撞那块玻璃了，对那些斑斓的热带鱼也不再在意，好像他们只是墙上会动的壁画，它开始等着每天固定会出现的鲫鱼，然后用他敏捷的本能进行狩猎，好像回到海中不可一世的凶狠霸气，但这一切只不过是假像罢了。

实验到了最后的阶段，实验人员将玻璃取走，但鲨鱼却没有反应，每天仍是在固定的区域游着它不但对那些热带鱼视若无睹，甚至于当那些鲫鱼逃到那边去，他就立刻放弃追逐，说什么也不愿再过去。

实验结束了，实验人员讥笑它是海里最懦弱的鱼。

　　可是失恋过的人都知道为什么，因为…它怕痛！

　　4、神迹

法国一个偏僻的小镇，据传有一个特别灵验的水泉，常会出现神迹，可以医治各种疾病。

有一天，一个拄着拐杖，少了一条腿的退伍军人，一跛一跛的走过镇上的马路，旁边的镇民带着同情的回吻说：「可怜的家伙，难道他要向上帝祈求再有一条腿吗??」

这一句话被退伍的军人听到了，他转过身对他们说：「我不是要向上帝祈求有一条新的腿，而是要祈求祂帮助我，叫我没有一条腿后，也知道如何过日子。」

　　人生总有悲欢、得失，要学习为所失去的感恩，也接纳失去的事实。不管人生得失如何，总得要让自已的生命充满了亮丽与光彩，学会不再为过去掉泪，努力的活出自己的生命。

　　5、钓竿

有个老人在河边钓鱼，一个小孩走过去看他钓鱼，老人技巧纯熟，所以没多久就钓上了满篓的鱼，老人见小孩很可爱，要把整篓的鱼送给他。小孩摇摇头，老人惊异的问道：「你为何不要？」

小孩回答：「我想要你手中的钓竿。」

老人问：「你要钓竿做什么？」

小孩说：「这篓鱼没多久就吃完了，要是我有钓竿，我就可以自己钓，一辈子也吃不完。」

我想你一定会说：好聪明的小孩。

错了，他如果只要钓竿，那他一条鱼也吃不到。因为，他不懂钓鱼的技巧，光有鱼竿是没用的，因为钓鱼重要的不在＜钓竿＞，而在＜钓技＞。

有太多人认为自己拥有了人生道上的钓竿，再也无惧于路上的风雨，如此，难免会跌倒于泥泞地上。

就如小孩看老人，很多人以为只要有钓竿就有吃不完的鱼；就像职员看老板，以为只要坐在办公室，就有滚进的财源，却忘了成功者背后所掌握的知识和技巧，是由无数的付出和努力所构成的…

Taggg

2008-11-23T18:44:00.005+11:00

Got this tag from Sue Qing!

Here you go!

1) The age you'll be on your next birthday
- twenty-three old sia

2) A place you'd like to travel
- Africa to see lions n tigers
- Taiwan to eat!
- Japan to shop!
*though the ques mentions A PLACE..A PLACE is nvr enough for me*

3) Your favourite place
- my home sweet home

4) Your favourite food(s)
- too much to mention!

5) Your favourite pet
- Puppy!
- If can, I want to have lion/ tiger as my pet

6) Your favourite colour combination
- You can tell from this blog... PINK! I LIKE n I LOVE! :P

7) Your favourite piece of clothing
- Overall skirt
- My little black dress

8) Your all-time favourite song
- Dream by Priscilla Ahn
- Home by Michael Bublé
- What About Love by Lemar

9) Your favourite show
- Notebook (2004)

10) First name of your significant other/crush
- A to Z you choose for me!

11) The town you live in
- Currently in isolated island called Tasmania and I live in this town called Launceston
*if you duno where, GOOGLE it!*

12) Your first job
- Promoter in Parkson Grand ^^

13) Your dream job
- To become a PRESIDENT!
*since it says "dream" job lo* :P

14) A bad habit you have
- Being too NOISY n LOUD!

15) Your worst fear
- Seeing small creatures. Even ants! My whole body starts getting itchy once I see ants. Dunno why -.-

16) The thing you'd like to do before you die
- Tell everyone that I will miss them

Here I tag:
- Jasper
- WH
- LVY
- KS
- Cindy

Memory

2008-11-23T17:01:00.004+11:00

We had our
"Last Group Photo"
before Jenabi hoping on the plane
and left his Launnie soulmates

I think this is the perfect one we took
after the end times we posing in our living room
-.-
Coz I keep complaint that I don look good
so forced them to take a good one
As usual
our complaint king
AY
complaint non-stoply
coz he was busy playing psp
and have to pause it
for the sake of the group photo
hoho

There is a story behind this photo
oh well..not really a story
haha!
I have forgotten when was this taken
but wad I remembered was
I sms-ed to them
just to ask them look outside of their window
to see this awesome rainbow
BUT
non of them even bothered bout my sms
kek sei me only!

2008-11-22T00:17:00.003+11:00

Chat with mum just now for few mins
and
in a sudden
I felt my cheeks warmed
I cried.

I cried not because I am sad

Too much things up in my head
Too emotional
ended up with tears

Trying hard not to let mum know
so telling her I gtg
and ended up the call

Now
my feeling is exactly the same as
the first time I stepped down in Launnie
in 2005

I am sorry if my "emo"-ness bothered you
but I hope it doesnt!

Not to worry about me
I will be fine after tonight :)

Customers

2008-11-13T21:44:00.002+11:00

Scenario 1:

A: I wan mixed seafood
Me: Erm.. What do you mean of mixed seafood?
A: Just tell your chef I want mixed seafood. She SHOULD know that!
Me: Ok.

Me: Chef, customer said he wants mixed seafood. He said YOU SHOULD KNOW.
Chef: What mixed seafood?! I duno!
Me: -.-"

Me: Sorry sir, my chef doesnt really know what type of mixed seafood you want.
A: She should know. The chef cooked that last time!
Me: Ok.

Me: *angry tone* Cook wadever seafood u think its nice. I duno wad the heck he wants! Just cook!
Chef: Ok.

Scenario 2:

B: You should know me by now. I always come to your restaurant.
Me: *Wad the HECK! I HAVE SO MANY regular customers and you are ASSUMING me to know EVERYONE OF THEM!* (shouted inside my heart)
Me: uhmmm... Sorry sir.

p/s: btw...its not a very big deal. This customer just want me to recognise him only -.-"

Scenario 3:

Me: Excuse me, are you ready to order now?
C&D: OH SORRY. We have so much to catch up. Give us another few more minutes then we will look at the menu. *started to chat again*

30 mins gone

Me: CANT YOU GUYS JUST OPEN THE F* MENU and make decision on wad do you want?! (shouting inside my heart)
Me: Excuse me, are you ready to order?
C&D: erm....Ok, I will look at the menu. Give us few more mins.

45 mins gone: Finally take their order.

2008-11-13T14:22:00.003+11:00

I know a S-E-C-R-E-T!!

This person is so gonan kill me
:P

Who ask u wan to bully me :P

Now you
gotcha!!!

HOtttt

2008-11-12T20:36:00.005+11:00

HOt HOt HOt!!

I wish I have air con
Super hot can the weather!!
I shall ask mummy to post
my SPF 50 sunblock for me

I am
Drying
Melting
Lazy

I dislike
the smelly guy
the hot and stuffy weather
being emo

I wish I can live in WATER

Recently
fall in love with
Michael Buble
Home

A Reason, A Season or A lifetime?

2008-11-09T12:21:00.006+11:00

Got an email saying this:

"People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant."

Dear all
No matter you are a reason, a season or a lifetime
Thank you for being part of my life

Love-Hate Relationship

2008-11-08T14:05:00.006+11:00

Later going to send another friend off

Three of my close friends
leaving to M'sia this week
SIEN to the max can!

As you can see my post tittle
"Love-Hate Relationship"

Love to have them as my friends
BUT
at the same time
I HATE sending ppl off!

Seriously
I just hate to send ppl off
BUT I know one day
we have to walk different routes
(our own pathway)
You cant have them forever
ok ok..
I mean you cannot to have them just beside you forever

It aches when comes to year end
'coz that's the time where your friends will leave
back for holiday
or
graduating

A-N-Y-W-A-Y

Thanks to 3 of you
sharing my ups and downs in Launnie
and changed me to a BA PUO -.-""

Below are "quoted" phrases or para given by them
before THEY LEFT ME :P

JL 1: "First off, of course, how could i not thank this lady so greatly! Well, literally she's my first friend from Tasmania. I knew her EVEN BEFORE i came here. Anyway, through my agent, i got hold of Priscilla's contact, and i long distance called her (remember she was almost asleep that time), to ask her to help me look for accommodation. In the end, guess where i ended up? In her house's garage (literally speaking again of course..who would stay in a garage..in a garage turned bedroom cabin, it really is a cabin believe me..) She's two years older than me, but you kind of expect a small 'generation' gap or something that sort between us, but that thing is totally non-existence between us! With this lady in da house, i am telling you the roof of this old house is going to be blown off the wall someday, because she's just plain too loud. LOUD in CAPS. I mean, all the shouting, shrieking, our neighbor would thought we were slaughtering some pigs or dinosaurs. But then, when it comes to the end of the day, Pris has all of the best virtues in the world, that made her such a lovable lady among all of us. I mean, she's even rumored to be the missus of the most eligible bachelor in town!"

JL2: " Kuku, go le. u must take a gd care of urself alright! Eat healthy, don over work. It ache 2 think that 2day might be d last chance to see u." "Finally u're one hell of a girl in a v great way. i seldo praise people de lor. But u r reli an all rounded girl." -.-""

AY: -.- Dint say anything to me but keep asking me not to cry and emo -.-"

ANYWAY
Wish you all have a HAPPY HOLIDAY in Miri
and HAPPY WORKING to you in S'pore :P
Will see you guys somewhere around the corner of the world
*Huggies*

Miss you guys

BM mood

2008-11-02T12:08:00.003+11:00

Kawan sekalian!!

"Kempen pakai topi keledar" (S Ling, 2008)
Ada orang kena saman
kerana tak pakai topi semasa cycling ke Uni
*HAHAHAHA*
Adik
Pakailah topi semasa cycling eh!!

Selesa yang kan datang
ku akan duduk kertas Pharmacology
sangat stress kerana tak dapat ingat semua mechanism "dadah"
ku takut laaaaaa
siapa mau rescue ku?!

Hari Jumaat
kertas theory Micro
Wah..
Banyak nama parasite perlu ingat juga!
ALAMAK!!
Macam mana la..
Saya hanya ada satu otak lo!!

Anyway

Ada orang gembira lo
dijemput pergi ke Liverpool
menyambut Halloween
Tak jemput ku jaga!!!
huh!!

Eh
BM ku macam pelajar rendah la!
ishhhhh

Anyway
post ku hari ini ada sikit sikit random

Saya wish semua orang yang duduk peperiksaan
All the best!

hahaha..

*menari dengan parasite dan drugs ku*

Need Blessings

2008-10-29T11:45:00.004+11:00

OH gosh...
I have no time!!!!
NO TIME!!

This few days I can't really sleep well
I think is because of the up-coming exams!
Everytime before I go into sleep
my brain auto refresh everything I studied
Yeah
it is good
but the bad part is
If I "lost" I willl be very nervous
and I lazy to get up from my bed to read through again
this comes to the consequence of
can't sleep well coz feeling guilty n bad -.-""

Ohya
Currently Jaspy is our house chef
cooking for a KING and a QUEEN
who are studying for their exams

Thanks Jaspy!
you are the best in the world dy
*I have to say that so that he can continue to cook for us but I need to make sure the fairy won't "pro-long" my nose*

*Head back to my smiley parasites as well as my lovely drugs mechanisms *
-.-""

Tulips I

2008-10-18T13:57:00.012+11:00

Sorry for the long wait ya ppl
for my tulips pic

I m not planning to write so much in here
coz I know most ppl
only look at pics
rather than take times to read
HAHA

Last Thurs (9 Oct)
we were discussing about a trip to Tulips farm at Wynyard
Tasmania *duh!!*

We decided to go on 13 Oct (Mon)
since all of us do not have class on Monday

We
*Me, Jasper, Augustine, Jenabi, Jet and Molly*
departed at 10am
Jasper was the one driving :D

Jasper n I

Auggie n I

Jenabi n I

It took us about 3 hours to reach the Tulips farm
Long right?
becoz we kena "Holland" by Molly
who guide us using the LONG way to thr -.-"

Molly is our new fren.
She is the GPS
:D

SAY you love this!!!!!

groupie pic

*Thanks to Jaspy and Auggie for the photos :D *
*Sorry ppl for the messy updates :( *

Tulips Farm

2008-10-13T23:33:00.004+11:00

Went to Tulips Farm today
=)

Only a word to describe this trip
F U N

More stories and pics coming up soon after grabbing photos from
the photograpers

Stay tune!

Random

2008-10-05T15:08:00.004+11:00

I wanna shout out loud to
Lvy, Sue Qing and Fish
I HAVE FINISHED WATCHING MOONLIGHT RESONANCE!!!
*clap clap clap clap*

Thanks to Lvy
supply the drama for me!
I used 3 days to finish this 40 episodes HK series!
Call me DRAMA QUEEN!!!

Whole day staying in the room

Ò»°Ñ±ÇÌé£¬Ò»°ÑÑÛÀá

watching the series
I think I lost almost 1L of tears for this series
geeeezzzzzzzzzzz

Now I need to gambateh with my work already
hahaha...

Happy Birthday MUM!

2008-09-30T13:50:00.003+10:00

Happy Birthday to my MOMMY!!!

Love you always

Pre-Christmas

2008-09-29T23:49:00.006+10:00

Christmas coming?!
^^

One of the mall
started selling those Christmas accessories
and
some decorations!!
Isnt this soft toy cute?!

I m looking forward this day coming

I love to see those Christmas decorations
as well as
the atmosphere!!!!

Love love CHRISTMAS!!

A day out for dinner~

2008-09-25T14:51:00.008+10:00

Last Tuesday
We
For Hae, Januttha, Jean and I
went to Mee Wah for dinner
Been here for almost 4 years
this is the first time I stepped into Mee Wah!

Each of us ordered Banquet
*I forgotten wads the name*

The portion is pretty small
Nice food though :)

Banquet menu
Clayfish dumpling
Vege wrapping (San choi bao)
Dices duck wrapped with chinese pancake Handmade noodles
FRIED RICE (I love this!!)
Steak beef with black pepper sauce
Fruits cake
English Tea

Initiative

2008-09-21T22:14:00.004+10:00

I feel quite bad actually when talking bout "friendship"

I think I am not the person
who make the initiative to talk or care bout

Few nights ago
a buddy of mine saw me on9 in midnight
nudged me and after get my response
this friend called me
3.30AM

Buddy: "What are you doing at this time?"
Me: "Errr..Cant sleep again so do my work lo"
Buddy: "EH SIEN NOR!! Friday doing work? You forgot our rules?"
Me: "Bo bian bah..cant sleep leh.. So get up to do work la! hahaha..*laughing about our rules*"

One of our rules
NEVER do uni work during Fri and Sat!

Yeah..
I still apply that rules
but that night was special!

This buddy of mine
always scold me for not calling them
"EH..we always talk bout you and always called u! SO when you wanna come to visit us huh?!!!"

They will never ever fail to call me especially during special occasion
Just like tat day Mid-autumn festival
they called and talked
WAH!!
super touched can though just a call!

Oh okla..I ever called this buddy lo
only once
but was with purpose!
hahaha!!

The past few weeks been so emo
but thanks to all my dear friends
(specially to Jean Jean, Agnes and Nicholas)
who be there and gave me golden advices

Now
I feel so much better
and
I will remember
Keep moving on!

*head back for my BJP*

Tiring

2008-09-17T23:19:00.003+10:00

I have been awake for
33 hours

last night went to bed at 12am
coz today I have quiz
so plan to wake up early too
so wont be late for the lecture

Once I got into the bed
my brain is like SUPER SUPER ACTIVE
keep thinking this and that

About 3am I gave up of trying hard to sleep
Wanted to get up from my bed and played game
but my eyes and body
don't allowed me to do so

I only can b on my bed until 7,30am!!
Its the worst feeling of that!!

I was super tired during the day
and planned to hav a nap
but manager called to ask me go to work tonight
-.-"

Geeeez
My body super tiring now
I hope I can have a good night sleep till tmr morning
:'(

2008-09-16T01:14:00.003+10:00

Currently

TIRED
in

MIND

HEART

BODY

p/s: I fall in the Emo week again and still fooling inside my heart

My Love will Get you Home

2008-09-13T12:47:00.002+10:00

Currently in love with this.....

Not My Day

2008-09-10T22:53:00.005+10:00

Last night sent off Benny
to Abu sth sth (somewhere in Middle East)
for transit to London

Ohya,
Actually Bear is leaving next week
SORRY for wrong info!
I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO STATE THIS!
So only Benny and my pretty girl left yesterday
to UK

I was doing my BJP for awhile
was trying to figure out
wad had happen to my graphs
but
I cant solve it

Off to bed at about 3am

Woke up at 6 sth or 6 am I think
Got a call from Benny
He reached Abu sth sth
and he told me he was in the DESERT!
haha!

After that I can't really sleep anymore
because I scared I will overslept
and late for the class
SO
I just take nap

Get up at 8.30 >.<
Once I reached the room It was only 8.45!!!!!!

Afternoon slept I woke up late
as I have work at 5pm
But
Thanks to Jean Jean and For Hae Hae
They came to fetch me to work

The customers started coming in at about 6pm
By a sudden the whole restaurant BLACK OUT!!
But the weird thing was
Only the front black out but not the kitchen
At the same time
Customer was paying for the take away meal
I totally have no idea how to open the Till

GREAT!
Start getting panic because the chef really KNOWS NOTHING >.<
She just keep asking me "WHy?!" "Can you go to on the switch"
Then I replied "Do you know where is the switch?"
She replied "DUno" "Faster go switch on the lights"

WTH!!
Think I don wan huh?!
I also hope I can find it but I cant find
So I told the customer to wait for awhile

I tried hard to think who I can call!
*The manager and the boss were not in Tas*
Finally I thought of this person
I rang to him
ASK HIM TO COME OVER HERE NOWWWWWWWWW!
hahaha!

So yeah
I managed to get money change for the customer
BUT NON of the ppl can find the BLOODY SWITCH BOX!!

The whole night I was in the dark serving!
Can you imagine I have to give TORCH LIGHT
to customers to READ/SEE the menu!

HEY!
I ONLY HAVE ONE TORCH
have to share among all!
some of them even use the table candle to view the menu!
HOW PATHETIC IT IS?!

It becomes "Intimate Restaurant"
which I HATE the most!!
Have to suffer my eyes to those dim candles
my eyes easily get tired
(My eyes were tired after I woke up from nap)

So I was serving in and out
did washing dishes
cleaning tables
walk in the dark with those FULL bowls & plates with food!

There came another person to help
I tot might help me a little bit
BUT yeah..did help A LOT!
HELPING TO DO SOME UNNECESSARY stuffs!
seriously I duno what I can said more

There were like MILLIONS plates & bowls PILING UP
at the "table deck"
all you need to help is throw the rubbish in the bin
put all the bowls & plates in the BASIN I
am not hopping the person to wash
*bcoz I know the person WONT wash dishes*

Then when I cant stand it anymore
I did it myself!
and left those customers outside

Once I did that
The person started shouting my name here and there
coz customers wan to take order and some pay the bill
The person just at there doing cutting la, decoration la and some stupid things!

F!!
Can't you see so many customers
can you just either help doing the dishes or take order or do the cashier!

I really can't stand EVERY movement/ action of the person!!
Usually I just ignore though I really don like sometimes
but tonight I really!
Almost exploded!

But when I was doing my dishes I was thinking back my feeling that I had
I so of forgive the person I think
because
"When you angry, it means you havn't give the person enough time"

I think tonight is not my day!

There were lots of things playing around in my mine
I think I have asked too much from myself
until sometimes I feel I bring the distress to others

"What is actually past is the past"

Sending OFF

2008-09-09T14:08:00.004+10:00

Benny, Deena and Ah Bear
leaving to UK today

:'(

U guys must take good care over thr eh
Keep warm!

Deena
don let ppl bully u okie?
If anybody bully you
MUST LET ME KNOW!!
I will go there and kick them!
Miss you girl!

Benny and Ah Bear
PLEASE don always go to the football stadium in MU!
GO THERE study eh
NOT FOOTBALL eh

Benny
Don want to "suan" u over here
'member what you said to me hor
:P

All the best to you all
Will "see" u guys in UK HOPEFULLY!

Perfume Hunting

2008-09-03T14:11:00.008+10:00

Last week
PERFUME hunting week!

I think Aussie Father's Day coming soon
and there are lots lots of SALES cross the town

We saw the Chemist Warehouse catalogue
thr were couples of perfumes on sales
so we all headed to taste

Everyone bought except Auggie
-.-"

I bought Burberry Brit Women
Got 55% discount!!
wooohooo..

Camwhore while waiting Simon in SnowGum

Anyway
that day I was Simon's "AH LONG"
hehe!!

August Boy

2008-09-02T01:33:00.012+10:00

Celebrated Auggie's birthday last week

One week before his birthday
we started thinking wad should we buy for him
as you know
Our Auggie
HAS EVERYTHING!!

Jaspy suddenly thought of buying him a bag
Yesh
we went to Co-op to look for Crumpler bag
but the choices kind of limited

Were surfing Crumpler website
to search sth that Auggie might like

After made the decision on which to buy
Simon called to the shop in MELBOURNE
yes, Melbourne!
to ask the person to reserve one of that for us
and we asked our housemate
who was in Melb that time
to buy for us and bring it back the day before his birthday

Well
We went to Smokey Joe's to celebrate his birthday
It was not a surprise celebration

but
of coz..
we gave him a surprise
of
TWO CAKES!!
keke..

I think he must be thinking we will buy Wendy's cake for him
WRONG WRONG WRONG!
:P

Enjoy the food below

Auggie!
You are such a "xin fu" person liao lo
pressie bag all the way from Melb + cakes all the way from END OF LAUNCESTON

Night Night ~~

Special birthday "card" from us (6 A3)

Group of friends: Auggie, Jaspy, Sim Yee, Sim Yee's bro, Jet, Simon, Jenabi, Me

Enjoy reading!!

p/s: Thanks to Jenabi and Jaspy for the photos!

FUn FUN with FOOD FOOD

2008-08-29T15:11:00.009+10:00

This is a very very delayed post

Did not manage to update due to assignments submission and TESTS

Well
last week we (Simon+Jasper+me) went to town
I was "air-asia"-ing them actually
coz we supposed to go city for other reason
but due to my last min changes
Jasper actually said he doesnt want to go anymore

BUT
he still followed us down :P
We left those EMO ppl
and only three of us went to town

After we bought our own stuffs
We decided to have lunch in city
and Jasper was saying he wanted to try the burger
One of my friend was introducing us bout this burger shop
She said its delicious and its BIG!

So
I was their GPS showing where it locates
*note:I nvr been to that burger place before too*

Well
due to my "SMARTNESS"
we finally reached the place..
It took us bout 15 mins to walk from The Mall
-.-""
Jasper and I were posing for Karen Cheng's

Keke

We started our cake house journey right after our lunch
We walked from Charles St to END OF LAUNCESTON
yesh..I stress that again END OF LAUNCESTON
WALK!!

We were using 3 GPSs
but
we still lost on our way to the cake house

If not mistaken it took us 30 mins to find our way
and
FINALLY
we saw green shop with a sign
"The Cheesecake Shop"

We were like shouting when we saw that!!
You just cant imagine
how happy were we that time!!

Oh
I heard you asking me why we die die want to go that cakehouse
coz

My house's F1 (one of the F4) birthday coming soon
and
most of us really sick of ice-cream cake

Not only that
we were craving for CHEESECAKE
I mean YUMMY cheesecake
not those MOOSE cheese or wad-ever-called cake!

We ordered TWO cakes for this F1
One was passionfruit cheese cake
another one was Coffee Pecan Torte

Dont ask me why we bought two
We just wanted to try both cakes
so we ordered TWO!
kakaka!!

2008-08-28T21:59:00.000+10:00

More updates coming up soooon

Stay Tune :D

Rojak Feeling

2008-08-21T02:39:00.004+10:00

Tomorrow my friends and their families gonna leave this island
Sadnees suddenly strikes me
I can't explain this feeling

Din't really spend much time with them though
somehow I feel like they are part of my family/friends

Oh gosh!!!

I miss my family deeeeeeeeeeeply and baaaaaaaaaaadly

I think I should change
As in my character
I tooo tooo LOVE "jio-ing"
or you called it "zat" ppl

Anyway
I think I act too much
and
not all ppl around can take it
right?

Yeah
I will change it
Seriously one lo
Not kidding

*I know Jasper, Augustine, Jenabi will laugh their ~~shit~~ out when they see this..but mates, I am trying to change!!!!!!!!!! *

2008-08-20T14:40:00.003+10:00

Its wonderful to listen ppl talking about their future
"In future, I will..."
" I am going to...in..years"
"Planning to..."

What about mine?
I asked myself

What is my plan?
What am I going to do next?

I think I have not much choices

Sometimes I hope I can like others

Do I have a choice?
No I reckon

I am with lots of stuffs on my back
carried over to here
and
am still carrying them

I am asking
why the stuffs choose on me
I want to run..run..and run...

But
where should I go?
where should I put those stuffs on?

Things becoming more and more complicated

I have no choice to choose what I want
I have no choice to blame anyone
All I have is to carry on my life..
Deal with those complicated things when it comes

Dead like a piece of SHIT

2008-08-18T17:55:00.003+10:00

I am now dead like a piece of SHIT

I have totally no mood to do everything AGAIN!

Why m I so kuku!!!!!!!!!!

Where is my BRAIN!!

feel like punching ppl...
but I cant..

p/s: Jenabi din bully me hor..don misunderstand..I just feel like punching ppl so I put his name..

Congratulation!!

2008-08-17T21:32:00.004+10:00

Us with Cherlyn, Jean Jean & For Hae

Congratulation to ALL my dear dear

Yesterday attended their Graduation

Here are some photos

Jean Jean and I

Januttha, Me & Lvy

2008-08-12T22:19:00.006+10:00

Just came back from Party
Had toooo much yummy yummy food there
and
now I m feeling so sleepy
-.-"""

Finished the party around 10pm
and
came back home
with a cake
and
F-L-O-W-E-R

WAHHHH!!
Super happy lo got the flower..
super nice flower can!

HAPPY HAPPY!!

Used to H-A-T-E flowers..
Duno why..

But after years..
I L-O-V-E flowers!!

This year got sooo many flowers :)))

Peeps..
don get jealous okie?
Coz I am too "adorable"
that's why ppl give flowers to me

:P

Lovely Cupcake

2008-08-10T16:52:00.010+10:00

Supposingly to bake cupcake on Friday

But
doing other things so ended up baking it today

Woke up quite late this morning
coz
dont feel like getting up from my bed
and start a new day
-.-""

Nutella cupcake

Jean and I made this before
Taste nice
So I try to bake it again today

Turns out
NOT BAD wor :))

It makes my day
when I bake sth and give ppl to eat
I give and I will be blessed!

Especially seeing those C-O-L-O-U-R-F-U-L cups
Feel so happy
especially PINK

Untitled

2008-08-07T21:47:00.003+10:00

This is an emo post

IGNORE
if you don want to read

Today I suddenly feel that I actually care bout wad ppl said!!
FINALLY I CARE!!!!
I duno why
I used to ignore wad ppl talked bout me
as in saying sth that may/might hurt me
coz I know they dont mean it

BUT
today I take it ALL seriously!
I mean
I care bout what ppl comment bout me

WHY
WHY
WHY

I felt
I am always the one
who care about things
that I shouldn't care for
*ignore if you don understand*

I miss the place where I used to play
I miss the place where I used to grow up
I miss my family
I am tired
I hate myself
always think of others and forget what I really WANT!

I have enough!!!!!!!!!
E-N-O-U-G-H!!!

And
I know noone knows how I feel
becoz
I become
a person
who don like to express
MY THOUGHT
and
I do not want to bother ppl around me
I mean
yeah..
"家家有本难念的经"
I know you have your own prob too
I do not want to add another prob for you

When are those gonna end?!
I have enough for 10 yrs?!

*off*

pls: Sorry ppl comments are not allowed.. I will be fine after the sleep. Thank you for your care *love you*

Appreciation

2008-08-03T00:34:00.010+10:00

I just finished watching a talk

called
"Last Lecture"

My fren actually introduced it to me few days ago
BUT
I was not in the mood to watch
so
I din save the link for next time

Yesterday
He asked me whether I watched it not
Though still emo-ing
But
Since he said its really a nice talk
So
I told myself
Why not just have a "look"

"Last Lecture"
a talk given by Randy Pausch
who suffered Pancreatic cancer
and
unfortunately he passed away last month (July)

He gave this "Last Lecture" talk
a week after his doc told him
he only
LEFT FEW MONTHS for living
SO
he decided to give his last lecture before he died
*sad when I heard that*

I learnt so much of "living quotes"
from this talk

Here are some quotes from him

"Angry..is just that you haven't give enough time for the person"

"...Have FUN with your life...HAVE FUN THROUGH ALL YOUR LIFE!"

"Never lose the child-like wonder"

A funny one
"If a man romantically interested in you, just IGNORE everything they said and pay ATTENTION what they do"

"NO one are all EVIL...Keep waiting.. to wait for their good side!"

"I HATE.. "HATE" is short term..EARNEST is long term"

"Barriers let us show our DEDICATION"

"The BEST stuffs are always after the CRAPS!"

I realised I was blessed with such a wonderful life
having all of Y-O-U

I thank god for creating me
a unique person, the ONLY Pris, in this world

I thank my family who always there for me
love me
even I am nasty sometimes -.o

I thank to my friends
who
accept me as their friend
encouraging me every now and then
lend me a hand when I fall
accompany me to go through my up-and-down

"Say sorry when you screw up"

I apologise to Y-O-U
whom
I hurt before
I used harsh words on you
I misunderstand you
I said "I HATE YOU"
I make you pissed off of me

I am here to ask for your forgiveness

Actually I make a fren of mine pissed off last night
I raised up my voice when I was "lecturing" this friend at wrong time with wrong topic
I am sincerely apologise to you
"Sorry my dear friend"

Lastly
I would like to share this talk
with EVERYONE
of you
Spare out an hour to listen to this talk
I know LISTEN is the hardest thing to do
But
It's worth it!

Randy Pausch's "Last Lecture"

Randy Pausch's Home Page

Before I end
I would like to thank to my friend
who
share this link to me

I cherish my life
I cherish everyone
I cherish our relationships
I appreciate what I have today
and
I share with you

Final Part of my Ben Lomond Trip

2008-07-30T13:24:00.012+10:00

Snow battlefield *childhood*

Oh well..we were not playing snow when we were young duh!
I mean this scene just reminded us
the way we used to play when we were young : )

Rainbo & I

Group photo with Bubble

Simon & Auggie with Bubble

Wan Hoe really enjoyed playing tat scary board -.-

To Jasper
I have the proof that you failed playing that "basin"

WAIT!!
There is another prove :P

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Jasper
Anymore EXPLANATION?!

:P

Icy plant *Isn't it nice?*
This pic somehow give me a calm feeling

That's all for Ben Lomond Trip
Will see you next time =)

MSA Group photo

Ben Lomond Part II

2008-07-28T11:18:00.022+10:00

Trip was fun -.-

Most of the ppl having
Battlefield
throwing snow balls to each other
and the mountain
full of my shouting voice *kuku me*
Coz excited to play the "basin" wahhaa!!

Erm..we actually did climb up to the snow mountain
Kinda dangerous (for me la)
coz we walked on the river (not a big one though)
Jasper actually sink deep into the snow!!
WAHAHAH...

OH gosh!!
Since I already talked bout him
I wanna tell sth out loud here!!

After we played the snow board
Jasper said he wanna tried too
so he climbed up to the slope and get ready to play
BUT!!!!
That board sliding down without him!!!
Please imagine tat
his butt sit on the snow
and the board just went down to the slope
KAKAKAK...
He nvr gave up though..
he said wanna have another try
so
He went for 2nd attempt
Guess wad?!
He fall down 3 secs after he started sliding down!!
WAHAHAHAH..DAMN FUNNY LO..

Oh well
the trip is full of laughter!

Have compound some pics

Enjoy peeps!!

with JnB & Jasper

with JnB (again) n Auggie

Everyone look COOL!

*same pic* but Everyone SMILES!

People who are in the pics: Me, Sim Yee, JnB, Jasper, Simon, Wan Hoe, Auggie, Ariff, Ivan, Rianbo, Jet, Carmen, Guo Yi, Jack etc.. *.*

Mount Ben Lomond

2008-07-27T20:53:00.015+10:00

I actually been to this Ski Trip before with mommy and Wilson

Let me refreshed back when was it
erm..
3 years ago?
Think so..

3 years later
I followed my hsemates & friends
joined the Skiing Trip at Mount BenLomond
which was organised by MSA

Arrival

Everyone having fun in that trip I suppose!
Most ppl went thr skiing
but us..
Taking picture and making snowman (Bubble *kuku boy's imaginary friend)

Tat day I supposed to wake kuku boy
but then I totally forgot bout him leh -.-"
ABout 7.30am (we should gathered in Uni at 7.45am)
I suddenly shouted at the kitchen
"OH SHIAT!! forgot to wake Kuku boy up!!"
Then Jasper helped me to call him
he dint answer..
I started to get panic
coz I scared he still zz leh..

Once I reached Uni
I dint see him again..
oh...man!!
So scared he couldnt wake up
so I quickly called him again
Then he cheated me tat
he just woke up..
Bloody person!!
I was jumping on the ground like mad person can!!

OK..
back to our trip..
3 mini buses went up to Ben Lomond.
We all were in Bus A
But Sim Yee was in Bus C -.-"

Once we reached there
and settled down
We all rushed to the snow field!!
WOOO HOOOO!!

Actually that day was not so cold
or may b
coz I wore too many layers?!
HAHA!

We started go to find a place to make snowman!!
HEHE!!
Cant wait to make our little friend

Jen brought carrot along
WHY?!!
Snowman's NOSE!!
kuku boy kuku boy..
Well..
we ended up din use tat carrot lo -.-"

Oh man...
I super lazy to tell the story leh

Bubble with her new friends

Lets photos tell everything okie?

Me and Kuku boy playing *snow basin*

Stay tune for Part II =)

Ben Lomond Trip

2008-07-27T13:27:00.003+10:00

Stay tune for my up-coming post

Ben Lomond trip
26 July 2008

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Tag!!!

2008-07-25T22:40:00.002+10:00

1. Where is your cell phone? On my table
2. Your significant other? APA tu?
3. Your hair? Long
4. Your mother? In M'sia
5. Your father? Star
6. Your favourite thing? LOTS
7. Your dream last night? NO dream -.-"
8 Your favorite drink? MILK (BETA MILK)
9. Your dream/goal? GET MARRIED!!!! HAHAHA
10. The room you’re in? Bedroom
11. Your hobby? Reading blog :P
12. Your fear? NON!!
13. Where do you want to be in 6 year? Will tell u 5 yrs later
14. What you’re not? ermmm...
15. Muffins? Choc!
16. One of your wish list items? Not telling
17. Where you grew up? On the Earth
18. The last thing you did? Work
19. What are you wearing? clothes :P
20. Favorite gadget? Com
21. Your pets? nop
22. Your computer? Duno eh..
23. Your mood? HAPPY!!
24. Missing someone? YEa alot..
25. Your car? "Number 11"
26. Something you’re not wearing? Ear-rings
27. Favourite store? NONE
28. Like someone? I LIKE EVERYONE
29. Your favorite color? PINK of coz
30. When is the last time you laughed? 2 mins ago
31. Last time you cried? Forgotten

And here I tag everyone who are reading THIS!! :P

Me and Molly

2008-07-24T22:31:00.006+10:00

Wednesday (23 July)

Multicultural Day in our campus

Kuku boy told me Nat was there
and
her two little dogs came along with her too

So
I la la seng go to find her
Of coz
just wanna see her dog coz kuku boy said very cute

Kuku boy keep forcing Molly to look at the camera

Jean, do you like Molly?
Isn't she cute? :P

pls: Kuku boy so gonna kill me if he knows I named him as "Stranger" coz I only wan to take pic with Molly :P

Happy birthday

2008-07-20T14:06:00.002+10:00

Happy birthday
to
"One little..Two little.."

Wish u have a good year ahead

:)

I have bake a cake for you
Please come over to hav a PIECE

hahaha..

Welcome back

2008-07-13T17:04:00.002+10:00

Auggie, Jan, Simon
Finally
step down to Launnie

Welcome "home"!

Brand New Semester

2008-07-09T11:19:00.006+10:00

Semester holidays coming to the end now

Most of you are going back to uni next week
I reckon

Hope everyone of your have an enjoyable holidays
and
now is time for us
to get back our study mood

However
my two fellow friends
Jasper and Jenabi
both did not have HOLIDAY
sigh

Dudes
I "really" know how you feel
especially have to get up from
YOUR warm AND cosy bed at 7 or 8 am
*EVIL LAUGH*

To my Melbourne's friends
especially
ALVIN NGO CHENG YANG
I really enjoy my holiday
without those SHOPPING
:P

I wonder WHAT you did during your holiday
Mr NGO!

Zhi Hao, Simon Ling, Augustine, Ivy
are busy making starch under the sun in M'sia
Please enjoy enough
coz you all are going back to the icy country soon for Zhi Hao
REAL SOON for Simon, Ivy and Auggie

My dearest bro
Nelson
busy preparing and packing
to come over to
Perth
Must be very excited and nervous right?
No worries my dear bro
Your che che is here
*WAHAHAHA*

Last but not least
I would like to congratzzz
all my friends
who are graduating
this coming August

Everyone have done the good job!

Surely will miss you all

I think and I say

What's in my mind

Ages

Happy

Gold Coast

You there?

小太阳, 星星, 月亮

people

what's in my thought now

feel great

Black n Blue

Environment or Friends

Work

hang on there

Happy Birthday

worst feeling ever

幸福

小天使

秘密

Random

Romance & Happiness

Happy Birthday

Self Loving

Only

Exercise

Personality Test

That's Enough I think

10 Years

Missing out

To my Tassie Friends

To My Kids in UTAS

25 Random Things About Me

Unpleasant

Happy Moment

Happy (*.*)V Day

Lucky Me

无题

Disgusting spider!

I m so bored

Day Out

Stupid me

Differences

Graduating :)

Blessing

Christmas

Movie Time

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!

I love...

小小故事

Taggg

Memory

Customers

HOtttt

A Reason, A Season or A lifetime?

Love-Hate Relationship

BM mood

Need Blessings

Tulips I

Tulips Farm

Random

Happy Birthday MUM!

Pre-Christmas

A day out for dinner~

Initiative

Tiring

My Love will Get you Home

Not My Day

Sending OFF

Perfume Hunting

August Boy

FUn FUN with FOOD FOOD

Rojak Feeling

Dead like a piece of SHIT

Congratulation!!

Lovely Cupcake

Untitled

Appreciation

Final Part of my Ben Lomond Trip

Ben Lomond Part II

Mount Ben Lomond

Happy (.)V Day